Today my senior and I spoke less than 10 sentences (including msn conversation).. I only reply him when he ask me question. I asked him where should i put the files he just make a sign to put on the table.. can sense that he is reluctant to talk to me..
Sometimes i really wonder if it is my attitude or its him.. if its me how come i dun have such a problem with other seniors? maybe they are more tolerate than him.. As i talk to my colleague, i cannot help but tell him what happen between the two of us. lucky i didn't cry. would have been super embarrassing if i had.
My manager asked me how was the job. I want to say its okay, but i couldn't. I told her I would talk to her over lunch tomorrow but she smsed me in the evening just now said that her back is aching again. she'll be on MC tml. so postpone our lunch to Wed. But at least tml jovy will be back from leave. so i dun have to face him alone. phew.
I was rather affect after i told my colleague about the tins that happened. As i was walking to the bus stop, i saw Perlini Silver and the big SALE signboard standing in front of it. so i walked towards it.. and i was actually thinking to myself that i can buy a bracelet to cheer myself up. but the funny thing is I dun usually buy bracelets and it so happen that the shop is having 50% sale on all braclet and pendents! I bot a bracelet with 2butterfly.. haha..shopping therapy does help a bit huh :)
But of cos God is still my ultimate comfort and shelter! Hallelujah! Praise God for allowing me to experience all this.. I pray that i'll grow to be a stronger girl. to be able to control my emotions better, to be able to be more objective and not take things too personally! Father, i pray that I will depend on you in all that I do and I will try my best in eveything cos I'm working for You Father and not man. Praise you Lord! I pray that my relationship with my senior will improve gradually.. Thanks you Father. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen!
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Amen:)
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