why is there no calls for interiews? i tot the economy is picking up?

When I Survey the Wondrous Cross

When I survey the wond'rous cross

On which the Prince of Glory died

My richest gain I count but loss

And pour contempt on all my pride

Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast,

Save in the death of Christ, my God;

All the vain things that charm me most

I sacrifice them to His blood

See from His head, His hands, His feet

Sorrow and love flow mingled down

Did e'er such love and sorrow meet

Or thorns compose so rich a crown

Were the whole realm of nature mine,

That were an off'ring far too small:

Love so amazing, so divine

Demands my soul, my life, my all

Demands my soul, my life, me all.

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花生加油！

Soon by Brooke Fraser (HILLSONG UNITED 2009)

Love this song. Beautiful lyrics.

"Soon" - Hillsong United (Brooke Fraser)

Soon and very soon
My King is coming
Robed in righteousness
And crowned with love
When I see Him
I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
I'll be going To the place
He has prepared for me
There my sin erased
My shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
See the procession
The angels and the elders
'Round the throne At His feet I
'll lay my crowns My worship
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
My heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the Lamb
The Lord of heaven

"Across the Earth - Tear Down The Walls" - Hillsong United 2009

Dearest ex-shepherd, I'm so glad you have found the man of your choice! I trust in your good taste! wishing you and Guang Ann a blessed and loving marriage! I'm sure God has purposed something wonderful for the 2 of you :) Pray that together the two of you will do even more for the KOG and bless more lives :)

p.s: thanks for asking me to be one of the jie-mei :) this is one of the weddings i enjoyed the most :)

Weekend getaway + Sharon's birthday celebration

Went to Harris Resort in Batam with Lydia and Sharon on this short getaway from 24 to 25 Oct :) our birthday gal needed a break from her hectic work!!

so ta-da! here we are at Harris Resort in Batam!


Sharon and Lydia took the bus to a place where there was a shopping centre and they had dim sum there!

Taken at dinner. before we went for our 3 hr spa package! woohoo~



Lydia and me! my sheep! :)



Had a good lunch before we left Harris :)

Ice cream at Vivocity after the movie "My Sister's Keeper" (nice and touching show!) no cake but we order ice cream at Hagen Daz :)

Happy Birthday gal! pray that ur birthday wish will come true very soon! thanks for sharing ur wish with us too! *muacks* really thank God i have such a patient and loving friend like you. thanks for showing me so much grace and patience. i noe i still behave like a wildful kid at times. :P wanna tell you again you have really grown in wisdom! I'm bless by the many wise and sound advices u have given to me. I really appreciate them. I think you have become more godly as well and your serving heart really humbles me. You are really busy at work and yet you are ever so willing to take care of people. Your attitude is always good and willing, never complainy when it comes to serving. also, you care a lot for others. that's why you are loved by many! :D really pray that God will continue to grow you to be even more godly and God-fearing and loving that you'll continue to be a blessing to the ppl ard you! Love you!

Praise the Lord!

Yay! today Jestee came for caregroup! heh. quite some time since i met up with her and since she came for any church related event of some sorts. Thank God we were still able to chit chat like we used to. I miss the old days when we meet in office everyday. Nowadays its so hard to squeeze time. Time is definately something i will always lack. no wonder the people say 时间就是金钱. I think the discussion group today wasnt really as expected mainly cos the people are unfamiliar with each other. was expecting that there will be lots of questions and discussions. But i'm glad i got to know them better as we discussed our areas of struggle. But think i should have asked them what did they learn so that they can verbalise their learning points. yep, need to keep that in mind. :)

yay this sat i'm gg to batam for a spa retreat with sharon and lydia! WoohOooOooOOOoo! very excited and looking forward! gg to spend sharon's birthday in batam! heh!

a post that follows after the "sigh" post

my previous post said that i've a very heavy heart. but i didn't share why my heart was heavy and why i felt weak and inadequate. Actually its mainly cos the people i'm reaching out to weren't responsive to God and i feel very sad and burdened. I wished i can do more but yet I noe i cant change the hearts of people. But God is good and faithful as usual. and last tuesday i had an amazing encounter with God.

i've this colleague who goes faithfully to BSFf (bible study fellowship) but she is not a Christian. Since knowing that about her, i've tried to outreach to her and help her understand more about God. usually i just help her with her BSF homework and try to help her understand who God is. I've asked her before what is stopping her from receiving Jesus into her life on a few occasions. the first time she say she feels christianity like dun respect other religion. The 2nd time i asked her the 4 spiritual laws and at the 4th law (we need to individually receive Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord; then we can know and experience God's love and plan for our lives) i asked her if she knows that she has to personally receive Christ, she say she dun mind. but another colleague showed up v soon and we din managed to finish our conversation! :/

In Jul 09, i started going for this BSF too at the same place she goes to.. and 3 weeks ago we went to BSF from office together. and we started toking about God in her life again. but at that time, her response was that she's very contented with her current life and our conversation stopped there cos we had to sing hymm and start BSF. After that nite, i was very discourage and felt very sad cos my finite mind tells me that if she cannot see the need for God, then its very hard for she to come to know Him.

Last tuesday i went home together with her from BSF and we talked about repentance. it led me to ask her some questions regarding her belief. it led to me trying to explain to her why we need to receive Christ and then she asked "how to receive?" my heart leaped! while i continued explaining, the train came. i told her if we board the train we may not be able to say the prayer and she took a step back! i was like wow!! then we went to a corner in Raffles place MRT station and i led her to say the sinners prayer. this is the first time i led someone to say the sinners prayer. i was filled with excitement! hahaha.

after tat we cont our journey bk home and she seems hungry to learn more abt God. have to continue to pray for her to grow up well in God! :) :)

i learnt alot about God through this testimony.
1) God is sovereign and is in control of every situation. Even though I'm limited, God is BIG.
2) Everything happens in God's timing and He's a faithful God! I have to learn to be patient and trust that God is working in the hearts of people whom i've committed to Him.
3) Conversion is God's responsibility. I only have to be faithful in sharing the gospel and inviting people to know God. many times i rely on my strength and skills in sharing to people. This time, i was kind of taken by surprise as i wasn't expecting to have an opportunity to share. Yet God used me (And I am super privileged that He did!) to reach out to her.
4) God is my encourager. this is really an encouragement to me cos i remember Sunday i was feeling down and burdened. God encouraged me to pray in the spirit more and allow Holy Spirit to intercede for the people i cared about. i did and prayed for my colleague when prompted by the Holy Spirit. God encouraged me with answered prayer and also power of the Holy Spirit. it also reminds me not to give up on my other frenz.

Hope u have been encouraged! God is faithful and sovereign! Praise God!

sigh

i'm having a very heavy heart today. why? God please help me. I feel very weak and inadequate.