Lonely?

When was the last time u felt lonely despite the fact that you having a lot of frenz, or despit u r in a crowd??
Today i felt lonely all of a sudden... guess i have been away for too long... even tokin to my best fren doesn't feel like i'm toking to my best fren.. the tins we tok abt are so surface.. y is tat so? am i such a lousy fren?

Guess frenship really requires effort to mit up and efforts to update each other abt the tins that each person is gg through.. Sometimes when i am oversea, i wud feel like i have no fren.. cos my frenz duno what i'm going thru and neither do i noe wat they are gg thru... i cannot be a gd fren to others cos i'm neva ard for them... presence really makes a difference... even thou u dun do anytin..juz being there helps...

Seems like i have a lot of frenz...but how many can i fall bk on? if i were to end up in hospital dis moment...who will come visit mi first? some frenz are bz wif their work..some are bz wif their studies.. some are bz wif their bfs...will they be too bz to visit a fren who is lying in hospital?

Man, I sound pathetic...